Monday, September 24, 2007

The looooong and short of the past year...

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you. X2

Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

-Daughtry

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

The reports of my death have been greatly exaggerated...

Just wanted to say I'm not dead...just haven't felt much like blogging lately. Still reading all your stuff...I'm around but quiet.
Can't believe the summer's over...
I'm coming up to the difficult 1 year anniversaries (not like they haven't all sucked) and I don't know what more to say about that so...I probably won't. But it is still on my mind...although I keep chastising myself that that shouldn't be so after all this time.
Bleah...

Anyway, to sum up:
Not dead.
Not gone.
Just not sayin' much.

*hugs*